i have never blamed you. unless you take it upon yourself. i'm just annoyed at the way you've handled things. be honest, you know you shouldnt have. but no matter. the topic has gone stale. if you want to talk? call me. i'm pretty much over it if you are. but lets not talk if you're still sore ok? coz i know you and you know me.

i have since moved to Pasir Leba camp. its helluva lot cooler than bumfuck tekong and now im stay out personnel. well yeah theres work to do at the camp now that im a storeman; but at the very least its 8 - 5 and that rocks my socks for the time being. sides theres always the Mess which just 1 floor up(theres an arcade and free billards oh and beer at $1.20). so yeah pretty much all i need.

ok moving to today.. i was waiting at the bus interchange and sipping my drink and eating my snack. and obviously i look around coz im bored and have no music device to listen to.. or handheld game. or nice phone, or chatty sms pals coz im not into that. then the driver comes and i get on the bus. this one ah beng from bukit batok ite comes by and says ive been staring at him. his name is AH BEE.. and hes not that small kinda my size only shorter..

so im like no i havent been staring and i turn away. so he goes on about how im a pussy and all. im like okay. who cares hes just a beng.. after a while he decides hes bored and starts to pick on me again saying shit and all asking what my problem is.. when hes the idiot having the problem.. wow so cool. all the aunties on the bus mustave respected him for that.

anyways after a brief arguement we got off at some stop and he asked me to fight him to which i was like(should i? what if i get into trouble for this) then at this point the ah beng pushes me like 2 times and im like damn hes serious.. so he starts to throw a punch and something snaps inside me.. i hit him hard in the jaw and hes stunned.. (he prolly thought i really was a pussy) then he comes at me to which i hit him about 5 more times with him swing wildly and not even touching me.. then my elbow goes straight to his head. and he like motionless for 1 sec. suddenly he runs away at like some ethopian runner and is gone.

crazy business really. but now i guess west mall and all those neighbourhood places are restricted to me... crazy really.