i just received bad news today.. My mom's on leave coz my dad has diabetes. thats really fucked up. dont tell me its not because its really fucked up.. im fucking sad now.. mood is completely fucked. you always hear about these things but you never expect it to happen.
Diabetes is a really fucked up diesease. it just means my dad doesnt have very long left. and i hate that coz i love my father. fuck man. i cannot take this kind of shit.. i wish i could wake up from this horrible dream. dont tell me diabetes is nothing because it is a dilapidating diesease. it causes the sufferer to lose weight, be constantly on medication and be very careful of cuts and bruises. on top of having a fucked up diet plan. now my daddy cant eat all the stuff he likes to. or drink any soft drinks which he loves. fuck. this is really not funny. i want to cry man. sigh.. i think i'll go sleep. i really dont want to think about this anymore. cannot.. very saddening.