im stuck at home. coz i'm flat broke and waiting for my pay. *sigh* been reading a bunch of blogs and i realise that most pple arent what they blog. or try to be what they're not on their blog. i wonder if its coz they expect pple to read their blog and think better of them or something.. i also realise that i have a pretty lousy patience these days.. dunno if thats coz of meditation. yeah i've succumbed to doing meditation. pussy thing to do but its pretty healthy .. realise ive stopped becoming lethargic and i wake up earlier too. back to the point which is ive become short tempered and reading pretentious blogs makes me disgusted in a pissed sort of way. i mean who the fuck cares what you write, right? i could say i dont smoke and dont drink and all that but for what? i try to be as myself as i can even on my blog.. that includes the fuckin typos. shout out pls those who think im who i am on my blog. or prove that no one really gives a fuck what you say by not shouting out. both ways i win hahahahaha. anyways what im trying to say is im fuckin bored and have nothing better to do than to entertain myself by blogging. but sadly blogging is not very entertaining. so im gonna go now. bye.