its been some time since i last updated..
recently a firend said that pple who blog are very fake.. well.. am i?
i really dunno.. i cant judge myself..
anyways.. i shant talk abt sch. because its boring.. ive been meaning to play this cool mmorg called elysium heard its gd but dunno if i have the time to.. shall buy it tmr. aiyah fuck it im tired of blogging.. nothing to say. lemme end with a poem. some of you have read it..
I am Black,
Of her I lack.
Her head explodes in a firey blaze,
and and with the fire, a choking haze.

She is White,
her hair a reddish blur.
She will not fight,
if I kill her.

I pull her out,
I kiss her mouth.
She is spent,
Her body bent.

Her soul escapes my warm embrace,
I cannot take her dying grace.
I step on her,
my mind unclear.

Her death takes away a little stress,
within the hour, I'll kill again.
I confess, father pray bless,
The life I take will bring pain.

I cough and you smell my sin.
I turn away I have to go.
Her life is spent.
my body rent.

On the floor she turns black,
I similed.
I spat.
I turned my back.

and another one this one is sorta the CA one but i havent decided coz its a spur of the moment thing.. and it kinda sucks.

You are everything
You gave me voice to sing

You made me evil
in the stove
it gave me will
to betray your love

I've been cast down
frowned upon
still doing your will
justifying evil

you blame me
for all your fallacies
im your other half
the wine on the host

you are my everything
as i am
your voice to sing