my mouse is down... *sigh* my entire laptop is crashing down on me, as usual. Anyhow.. i just felt like writing something because i finally got down to changing the blog name. i figured its not really evil anymore.. not even the weeest little bit. therefore the paradigm has shifted.. which explains the new name =) shall blog more regularly now because its not an evil blog anymore... thinking of putting up pis and stuff.. but not sure how best to. plus i got limited space on my new server so i doubt i wanna clog it up. What has everyone else been up to? much sadness in the air... many of you cover it up well though...i must say the greatest actor of them all must be me. no im not the cheerful idiot who cracks jokes everyday. Im not the idiot who says stupid stuff to see you laugh. and no i dont wanna smile. i wish so much she'd see me for what i really am.. i wish only for her to let me be the one to make her happy. but i doubt she even knows how much i feel for her... i think i regret typing this shit. coz pple are gonna start being funny to me when they read this.. but being me, i dont really care. yes i'll probably smile, probably say something stupid, probably crack a joke albeit a lousy one.. and all of you will at least smile.. coz thats what society is.. a bunch of smiling folks with a huge storage of shit inside.